Family

When i think about my family, Before any one else, i think of my brother. My brother has been a big part of my life, his influences have made me what i am today. He introduced me to a great rapper that goes by the name young jeezy, we used to listen to it on the way to school blasting out of the Small speakers of his white Honda civic. My brother was/is a nerd and because he would be playing nerdy computer games i followed suit, i will never be as nerdy as him, i will never know how fix a computer when it breaks or do all that nerdy stuff, but i do enjoy playing the occasional computer game and by far i enjoy pwning some n00bs. when my brother and i were kids we got along alright until i was about five and from that point on we haven't really "shown our love" for one another. We never really hated each other we just didn't enjoy being with each other for a long period of time. All of our arguments would start by me or him saying something to each other and then we would push each others buttons until we got into a argument or a fight. Like i told ms. R I have no one to fight with i have no one to mess with when i am bored and plus now all my parents attention now is on me. Yes, we do love each other but our love is underlying, its more like if i ever needed him he would be there, but when its just every day things we don't get along that well. before he went off to college it was like a little argument every day nothing big but when ever any thing happened we had each others backs. I remember one day when we were kids we were riding our bikes to school and i took a corner to fast on some wet leaves and i fell down, it really hurt, and when i looked up my brother was helping me up brushing me off , we got to school fine, we might not get along that great, but whenever any thing happens we are there for each other. And i think that's how it should be, and that's the way i like it. My parents are some of the best out there. i couldn't ask for better one's. They have always been there for both me and my bother. they have supported things that we wanted to do even tho they new that we would fail. They always encouraged us to do what we wanted. My mom, we found out a while ago, has cancer. Yea i am not going to lie i was freaked out when she told me. I was scared. but that has really made us stronger. just like my mom said F*%k Cancer. My mom is a very gun ho person. she always telling me come on, come on, do the dishes or to come and do some random thing My dad is some what the opposite he is really laid back. He also know every on this planet. its crazy, my friends come over and ask him a random question and he pulls out some ridicules answer that is always right. Skyler laws explained my dad the best "he is the manliest man i know". My brothers friends call him Wolfanator, Half Wolf man, Half terminator. My family is the best one i could ask for. Even tho we don't get along all the time it better than most. I don't know what i would do if i didn't have a family like the one i have now. I don't think i would be such an awesome person if it wasn't for the awesome people that raised me.

Fate? Freewill?

There is no clear choice for the questions fate, or freewill. It keeps going around in circles until you go crazy from the question. The one that I think is that plays the biggest role is freewill. We have the power to change our lives with one minuscule decision. Also are decisions change every thing in our lives. Yes there are some things that we cannot explain, which I think is fate. Over all I believe that there is no clear way to approach this but to approach it with a open mind to both freewill and fate.

Live or Die?

If I had the choice to live a long life as an average Joe or to live a short life but be a very successful and a famous person. I would chose to be an average Joe. Even if you were know to thousands of people for the next thousand years you still wouldn't know about it. You woudent get to enjoy ny of that fame, you wouldn't be able to live out your own life and do what you want to do. you would only be able to enjoy your life for a very short 20 years. To live your life for only 20 years, you miss out on a lot that you could experience if you live a full life. Who care if you are famous, people will like you or dislike you the same amount no matter your fame. but to miss out on some of the things that makes life so great is not worth Being famous and dying. I stand by my choice to be an avevrage joe and plan to have a great life.